JESUS IS ALIVE: A Transformative Spiritual Journey

I. The First Encounter

…and then Jesus spoke to me, saying, "My dear beloved Gonzalo, may I call you that?"

"Yes, my beloved Jesus," I replied nervously, as a wave of emotion washed over me, His words resonating within my very being.

"My dear beloved Gonzalo," He continued, "let me tell you that you don't need to come here to hear me through a speaker. What you're telling me, we've already discussed before. Our beloved God the Father, who is also Mother, has sent me to Earth to be with each human being throughout their life. Blessed are those who believe in me without having seen or heard me in the material world, and blessed are those who sought me, heard me through a speaker, and found me, to be able to believe in me and my Father."

II. The Seeds of Doubt

Now, at 62 years old, I fondly remember how more than 15 years ago, I asked an old Christian friend, a devout believer and Christian leader, if he was prepared for Christ Jesus' arrival in our lives and how he imagined it would happen.

"Do you think He'll arrive in modern fashion, wearing a T-shirt, worn jeans, and holding a cell phone? Or how do you think He'll come?" I asked as we chatted affectionately.

Without realizing it, we were approaching the most crucial question: "Are you prepared for when someone tells you, ‘Look, dear friend, there He is! That's the Christ Jesus we've been waiting for, the Son of God the Father who is also Mother, our Messiah we've been expecting. My heart is filled with joy at seeing Him! Do you feel it too? Do you recognize Him as I do?”

This was a difficult question to answer, and I could see it made him uncomfortable. "We'd have to see," he replied nervously, finally adding, "it's a complicated matter," as he abruptly closed the subject of our conversation.

III. The Quest for Truth

During this time, I began to realize that church dogma increasingly disturbed me. Truth always came packaged from a higher authority, with no possibility of questioning or inquiry. I had already been on an existential search for over 10 years, reading philosophy, religion, art, psychology, science, and neuroscience, seeing how everything was interconnected before my eyes. Everything was connected, and it became more evident with each passing day.

I was consumed by the desire to know the truth, the great truth that spiritual guides of humanity spoke about. Jesus' words echoed in my mind:

"I am the way to eternal life in the Love of God the Father-Mother who is all, for no one comes to the Father except through me. God the Father, who is also Mother, has given me all His power, which encompasses everything. I am the Love of God the Father-Mother, I am the living water from the Source, and I have come to accompany humanity to help them awaken in this turbulent stage of history that humanity is going through."

"I didn't come to Earth to be worshiped on a pulpit on a cross, like the historical Christ that humanity has constructed of me. I came to be your friend, your companion on the journey, or your closest brother. I am a human being just like you, but with the experience of your older brother whom you love and trust completely, who has already traveled the path to God the Father who is also Mother."

"Ask me for help and take me with you everywhere, so that I can carry your worries and fears. I will carry them for you, making your path lighter, so that you can focus on building yourself without worries and thus achieve the best version of yourself, leaving space to listen to our God the Father who is also Mother who lives in you, and thus be able to follow the rhythm of nature to which you belong and where we are all one."

IV. The Turning Point

I remember as if it were yesterday when the great change I'm living through occurred, leading me to where I am now in my relationship with my beloved Jesus.

It must have been around 2018 or 2019, in my constant search for answers to life's existential questions, when I stumbled upon a YouTube video. The presenter was a likable Spanish character: an adult, thin, slightly disheveled person with curly hair. He was dressed casually in a white T-shirt and jeans, standing in a park, wearing round glasses and sporting a friendly, slightly crazy expression. In this short, urgent video, he addressed me directly:

"If you're looking to grow in your spiritual development, I'm going to leave you a list of three books that will blow your mind and change your life forever. These offer a new way of understanding reality. But before you start, you need to follow some instructions for them to be truly beneficial. You must read them in the order I'm going to present them, and after finishing the third book, you should reread them before moving on to the last book on the list, which will take you a long time to understand and accept."

Book List:

1. The Disappearance of the Universe by Gary Renard
2. Your Immortal Reality by Gary Renard
3. Love Has Forgotten No One by Gary Renard
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(Reread the first three)

1. A Course in Miracles by Helen Schucman

These books came into my hands in September 2021, opening up an unexplored horizon that I was eager and willing to navigate fearlessly, open to any new reality.

V. A Course in Miracles

I attempted to start reading A Course in Miracles in 2021 during the pandemic, but failed several times. It wasn't until 2022 that I dared to pick it up and begin reading it decisively, practicing the simultaneous reading of two of its books: The Text and the Workbook. This approach helped me start understanding the meaning of the message along with the proposed daily spiritual exercises, which I continue to read to this day.

At this point in my search, I was sure I was doing what my heart told me I should do, and I was following the instructions Jesus gave me in the Course for my life. But my spirit of inquiry and questioning continued to call me, questioning fundamental aspects of my life such as: What is my mission and purpose in life? This was the task I devoted myself to while I was absorbed in reading A Course in Miracles and practicing my lessons.

VI. Expanding Horizons

By now, my reality had expanded to unimaginable spheres, and the possibilities of contacting people with extrasensory abilities seemed as simple as a phone call or an email. I met many people, telling them about my journey of being and my search for my life's mission, which I needed to resolve. I spoke with and met many incredible people with superhuman abilities by my tangible appreciations of the time: people with telekinetic abilities, telepathic connections with terrestrial and extraterrestrial beings, experiences of interdimensional contacts and travels to distant galaxies.

Then one day, during a Christic regression session to find answers to the doubts that haunted me, I met someone who is now my friend and brother. He told me he couldn't help me resolve my existential doubts with regressions, but he knew someone who spoke with Jesus and could put me in contact.

From there, everything happened quickly. A phone call, and in less than a month, I had my first direct conversation with Jesus.

VII. A New Life

Now, more than a year after my first encounter, I'm here, recounting for the first time my life BC and AC (Before Christ and After Christ), where I speak and converse with Him online every month.

Throughout my life, I always said in my testimonies as a Christian man that I hadn't experienced epiphanies or miraculous or extrasensory experiences to believe in God. My life and approach to God were more based on the belief that life and the universe must have a higher order beyond our understanding.

Today, I can say with certainty that my existential search for truth and my years-long quest for my life's mission were not thanks to my personal effort or directly resolved due to my abilities. Today, I can assure you that it was guided by Jesus for many years, like the tale of the man who followed the breadcrumbs in the dark forest. Each encounter on my path, each breadcrumb collected, was placed by Jesus to guide me and prepare me for this great encounter I'm experiencing.

VIII. A New Beginning

This is how I've come to quell my thirst for knowledge and life, thanks to Jesus' revelations about what God wants for me and for each of us, our mission on Earth, our passage through this life, the meaning of life, and fundamental aspects that have given me peace and focus in my new life.

A year ago, I moved out of the metropolis. A strong internal and personal call led me to leave the city, leave my past behind, and start a new life in southern Chile, connected to nature, seeking to be the child who was lost in the illusion of society, the city, and the obligations of being.

I came to the south with the goal of being able to work to live and thus give myself half a day for my passion, which is art, creativity, and free human expression, letting my inner light tell me where I need to be to show the path of God.

"For human beings, practicing art and creativity in any of its expressions is the highest vibrational state they can achieve to come closer to understanding and perceiving, from their senses and humility in the face of the immeasurable, the meaning of God the Father and Mother."

Conclusion

Today, I can say with certainty and real assurance that Jesus is alive and, as He has said, was sent to the world by God the Father to accompany us in understanding the true meaning of Love from the original message and to be our lifelong companion.

He indicates that He is working in many places on Earth simultaneously (portals), similar to where I am, to help accelerate the awakening of humanity on Earth. 

Gonzalo Zapata is a 62-year-old Chilean, who is a passionate advocate for life and spiritual growth. He has been happily married for 34 years and is a proud father of four. Currently residing in the picturesque southern region of Chile, near the charming town of Villarica in Araucanía, he enjoys the stunning landscapes filled with lakes, mountains, snow-capped volcanoes, and pristine forests that remain largely untouched by human activity.



In his professional life, Gonzalo works part-time as an architect and has recently taken on the role of Country Coordinator for Humanity's Team in Chile. He strives to embody the teachings he has embraced in recent years, which he describes as profoundly influenced by his personal experiences and his ongoing relationship with Jesus of Nazareth.